Hello,   I’ve been where you are now. I know how hard it is. I want you to know that you are not alone and it will get better.   Firstly, let me tell you again that you are not alone. I know that being trapped in your own mind,…

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Since going through recurrent miscarriage, I have had the honour of meeting (online and IRL) some wonderful people who have shared their story of infertility, loss, miscarriage, IVF, stillbirth, baby loss, child loss and mental health struggles with me. Community is a powerful thing that has offered me so much…

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March Round Up Well it’s been a funny old month. You may have noticed I’ve blogged a lot less. At first my words got stuck and I couldn’t form what I wanted to say. Then I realised I didn’t have time for everything so continued to give myself time off.…

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A few weeks ago I published a post on Instagram stating that I wasn’t feeling very well. Suddenly, I felt dark, depressed and totally overcome by it all. Suddenly, once again, life felt too much. I wished that I didn’t exist; I hoped my life would magically end.   I…

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After exhausting all of my parenting wizardry by 9am, and faced with a full day at home, I decided that cooking would be our next fun activity. By this point, I had been awake for 4.5 hours. We had played with play dough (which I had then scraped off the…

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I loved writing my roundup post in January so I decided to have another go at it this month too! February has been a funny month. I have felt the best I have in a long time, but also live in a state of feeling under pressure and overwhelmed so…

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As you know, I am raising money for ICP Support to honour the memory of the 5 babies we lost to miscarriage last year. This charity may not be an obvious choice as it is not a miscarriage charity. However, they have been such a huge support to me, I wanted…

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Last year my life fell apart. I unravelled and it felt like my life crumbled around me. Yet here I am today, laughing and smiling and feeling like I can achieve anything. Of course, there are lots of factors that have got me here, but one of my new daily…

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