Sometimes, just when you think you are coping, it knocks you off your feet.
Today I woke up with tears in my eyes. My heart was aching for the babies we have lost. The way I feel right now is quite simple: I feel sad. Sometimes grief has been quite a complex range of emotions but today it is sadness.
I’m sad about what those little lives missed out on. I’m sad I didn’t get to know them longer.
Sometimes grief is anger, despair and hopelessness. Sometimes grief terrifies me.
Today I just feel really sad.